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2019-08-30
I've been waiting! Silly how this date has so much significance in my life. But it was the day I began the “clear vision” journey that has lasted now for 6 years. 6 years without drinking + somedays I miss it + other times, most times, I thank my lucky stars the 29th would be the other date if I can hold to it. Wise intention. Wise effort. Wise action. I feel like I am able + willing – that working girl/ceo in me – wants to run recovery like a business. Making sure I get to a meeting everyday, workout my body, treat body with love + care. Do the next right/wise think. Am I getting closer to peace + serenity or farther away from it? Tonight I will go to Refuge Recovery + be amongst some similar peeps. I, so badly, want to give yoga another try – free my body from toxins. I think I'm going to go home on Sunday + head back down Sunday/Monday evening. I have a big week + one that I am excited for – not much to do until Monday. Sunday – Home in DE – discuss money w/ parents Monday – Shore? Tuesday – Call accountant re taxes Wed – Thurs – Fri – Sat – Sun –
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| Score | 0.17774217852949 |
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| Joy | 0.20401093003145 |
| Sadness | 0 |
| Fear | 0 |
| Anger | 0 |
| Surprise | 0.28991751650995 |
| Disgust | 0.0017130607357436 |
| Key Words | |
| like body year silly farther peep yoga toxin going head | |
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